I gratefully believed that I received it
I was a bit down for the past three to four days for the reason that the steps I experimented did not work for me. Yesterday, was my last day of experiment and I tore all of the things that I wrote on the paper. I just put it aside and I do not want to read it again. I want to do a new experiment without setting dates on it. I just want to write just anything but without specification. I do believe that if there’s a way for me to have it, I can have it at the right time and at the right place. With that, I believe I already received it and I am so grateful for it every day.